It seems that you have already had some experience with Kabbalah. When I first investigated in 1998, I saw there was a whole whack of meta-physics in its higher levels. I asked Tal about that, and she said it's not that important in the early training. I might have an interest later on, but not now. I'm leaning toward a low-level refresher in another year.
My writing has improved as time has passed. Even my four years on Medium have helped. I probably should re-write my TDG book again. Last version was 2017. There will be ways to improve it.
It is mystery why my ideas aren't getting more attention. The current political system is not helping people get that "level of understanding."