Sorry to hear that you were one of the few to get an adverse reaction. There's been a couple times in my life where I was wondering whether I would have a next morning. For sure, it is time for you to stop taking the boosters.
I kind of get the anti-vax sentiment. We won't know the full results of this experiment for at least another five years.
But the masks and social distancing! For such little effort and inconvenience, the pandemic would have a much different profile.
The Catholic Church in my part of the world has a COVID policy of 25% capacity--and attendees must be on the list and wear masks. This means Mass every two weeks for many local Catholics. This is a nice balance.
But if you want to get COVID, go to our local Victory Church. Deliberate flouting of the restrictions and many people getting sick.